Ivonne pushed her hands deeper into the arms of her cloak, which was unseasonably heavy, and moved purposefully past chatty aldermaidens, busy employees, and rushed last-minute shoppers. Above them all, bell towers began announcing the hour.
The College of War Wizards had a certain smell, for Ivonne. When she was first brought to the magisters for aptitude testing, at no more than a tender eight years, she had tearfully complained that it smelled like dry roses and bones. Her mother had smiled a strange smile at her, and simply said, "You'll get used to it."
Ivonne paused in the middle of the street, looked up the street toward the buildings of the College as though she hadn't seen them hundreds of times before, and inhaled the faint scent of the place, already detectable from her distance. When the moment of nostalgia passed, she looked back down at the road before her and began moving forward again.
When Ivonne had actually attended classes, she noticed that each hall smelled just a bit different- some a little more like the bones, and the sand that surrounded them, and some more like the roses, and parchment. The parchment was understandable, Ivonne's father had always said, since every hall was responsible for keeping research records- their own as well as copies of any notable findings from other centers of magical study. Her mother had very gently discouraged this logical line of thinking, saying, "It's not that kind of parchment, my love." And her father usually fell into a bemused silence. Sometimes Ivonne got the impression that her father, along with most of his side of the family, believed that her mother was tolerably insane. Of course, the fact that the woman's favorite pass time was attempting to train wild forest deer to attend to her orders like spiders would attend to those of Lolth's priestesses made Ivonne inclined to agree with them, as she grew older.
Ivonne was still lost in her thoughts when she reached the entrance way to the College grounds. She stopped at the check in booth more because there were lines in front of her than for any other reason. It seemed that something was wrong with the normal security procedures, causing them to be much tighter than normal. Schedules were displayed, notes of permission were checked over, and credentials that never before had to be produced were hunted up from the bottoms of satchels, much to everyone's consternation. Ivonne came to herself somewhere in the middle of her line, her chest filling with anxiety.
All her credentials were two years out of date. Worse, since she hadn't expected any kind of identity check, she hadn't even thought to bring any of them. She briefly considered stepping out of line to go back and get them, but was at a logical impasse. Would expired paperwork be any better than no paperwork at all? As the line inched forward, her heartbeat quickened.
"This one's fine, Lellie; I know him," one of the guards was saying to another about the person immediately in front of Ivonne. "Medical magic theoretics, right? Right, go on- lighten up, man; he's late for an exam!"
"How can you possibly-"
"When you check the same persons for the same classes at the same time for an entire season, you sort out when the persons' test times are," the first guard sighed with clear annoyance. "Now, who's this- oh. Haven't seen you in a while, Ivie. Comin' back for a few brush up classes, or are things gone sour with the Der Lang boy?"
Ivonne blinked.
"I hate to disappoint you, again, but there's nothing wrong with my relationship with Mordren, Tierney," she stated flatly, once she could get over the surprise of recognizing the man at all. "What are you doing here?"
"Pfft, yeah, title's shite, when your CO's after a grudge," the guard replied. His helmet prevented Ivonne from seeing whether her was smiling or not, but she suspected that he was. "Cimaretto was cov'rin' multiple beats himself, but since he's been put on a fortnight's leave with half pay, Frea's after doin' her name justice. She's houndin' the assignments so's to steal good folks from other beats. She put more'n half of 'em here, and they don't know the regulars; look at the state of the cue. Now, truly, what're you after 'round here?"
"I'd like to request testing- on someone else's behalf," Ivonne managed with a tight, embarrassed tone.
"You managed to have a baby that wants testin' in the time that you've been away?" Tierney shot back. "You maybe want to wait until the little demon can talk."
"I don't- we haven't- no, it's not... that," Ivonne stamered, flustered by the casual mention of children. "It's- the subject is older, but... she's... eh... a foreigner."
"Gotcha, gotcha," Tierney nodded. "Right, so you'll be needin' a temporary pass- give me a second- hey, Trine! Over here!"
A monstrously tall and muscle bound person on the far side of the check in booths turned their attention to Tierney, then began moving toward them. It seemed to Ivonne that there was no effort in the person's forward motion- they neither lumbered, as their size might suggest that they should, nor seemed to make any more delicate movement. Instead, they simply went from where they were to where they were needed, as though they had stepped into the Feywild to cover the distance between the two points. Ivonne felt her skin prickle.
"Write me out a temp pass for one Missus Ivonne Der Lang, won't you?" Tierney asked in a jovial tone. "It is still Der Lang, isn't it, Ivie?"
"It is," Ivonne nodded. "Mordren and I are doing just fine. Really."
"Of course," Tierney encouraged with a voice like a purr. "Now step over there, and let Trine ask a few questions. I've got to get back to work- maybe we can catch up later."
"Maybe," Ivonne smiled faintly, sincerely hoping that she never saw the man again. When she turned back to Tierney, she realized that the large person had gone a good five paces away from the check in booths, and hurried to get within proper speaking distance.
"Purpose of visit?" Trine asked without an introduction of any kind, staring resolutely at a bit of paper on a battered piece of wood that might have seen another life as a cutting board. Their skin was a tender bluish gold that Ivonne believed would be much prettier on some Elven decendent, and their curtain of blue-grey hair obscured their facial features. Their tan robe, made of some delicate toffee colored material, rested easily on their upper body and danced in the slight breeze around their lower calves.
"Testing," Ivonne finally answered.
"For enlistment?" Trine asked, their tone opinionless.
"No," Ivonne replied. "Although if I were, I doubt it would be your concern."
"For enrollment?" Trine continued, undaunted.
"No," Ivonne sighed. "And again, I don't think it's necessary that you know why I want testing. Isn't it sufficient to know that I do? For this temporary pass?"
"For infirmity, or breech of mental sanctity?"
"No!" Ivonne spat. "That's insulting! Look, I don't think-"
Trine looked up from their paperwork, pulled all their hair up and over their head with one wide, thick hand, and fixed Ivonne with a saffron yellow eyed glare that could have frozen all of the Human woman's blood in her body.
"If you don't tell me what kind of testing you want, I can't finish the pass. If I can't finish the pass, you can't enter the campus. The longer you balk, the longer we have to breathe each other's air. What. Kind. Of. Testing. Do. You. Want."
"Aptitude," Ivonne replied immediately, suddenly very sure that she was standing in front of someone who might just as quickly crush her as finish filling out the flimsy piece of paper. "Spell theorem writing, specifically."
"School?" Trine asked as they looked back down at their paperwork.
It was at that point that Ivonne noticed that they had no writing implement of any sort in either hand. She found that the realization, coupled with the aftershock of Trine's direct attention, caused a small tremor within her.
It was at that point that Ivonne noticed that they had no writing implement of any sort in either hand. She found that the realization, coupled with the aftershock of Trine's direct attention, caused a small tremor within her.
"Evocation," she said, her voice made breathy by her fear.
"Is the testing request for yourself or on another's behalf?"
"On another's behalf- do I have to name the person?"
"Not my concern," Trine stated without any hint of either bitterness or humor. In the absence of identifiable emoting, Ivonne found that she was at a loss for how to react to the comment. "Are you now, or have you ever been, affiliated with the College?"
"Yes; I was part of the Fifth Level Evocation Class and the Tenth Level Healer's Class of '48."
"Do you have an affiliation with any registered temples, covens, or mercenary groups?"
"Yes; I'm the master healer for the Sunfire Mercenaries. I was also registered as a healing apprentice for the temple of Lathander, but I stopped working there to attend classes here, so... that registration is... likely out of date."
"Is the testing request for yourself or on another's behalf?"
"On another's behalf- do I have to name the person?"
"Not my concern," Trine stated without any hint of either bitterness or humor. In the absence of identifiable emoting, Ivonne found that she was at a loss for how to react to the comment. "Are you now, or have you ever been, affiliated with the College?"
"Yes; I was part of the Fifth Level Evocation Class and the Tenth Level Healer's Class of '48."
"Do you have an affiliation with any registered temples, covens, or mercenary groups?"
"Yes; I'm the master healer for the Sunfire Mercenaries. I was also registered as a healing apprentice for the temple of Lathander, but I stopped working there to attend classes here, so... that registration is... likely out of date."
Trine nodded- the first time they gave any indication of even hearing information that didn't directly pertain to the completion of the pass. They looked up and pulled their hair over their head again, and Ivonne felt herself wince in spite of herself.
"Do you have any wands, staves, components, or other magical items in your possession at this time?"
"Do you have any wands, staves, components, or other magical items in your possession at this time?"
"One wand, this robe, and... my wedding band. It's a minor healing enchantment, I-"
Trine let their hair go and reached around themselves to produce a bag as long as Ivonne's forearm. "Please remove all magical items from your person and put them in this bag."
"Ah, yes," Ivonne said, nervously trying to make conversation as she pulled her oak wand out of an inside pocket in her robe. "My husband has something like that. Calls it a bag of infinite holding. Said he got it from an old adventurer who was making his living selling the things."
"The ring too," Trine stated, not to be deterred from business.
"Do I-"
"Yes," Trine interrupted. " 'All' typically means each and every item being referenced."
"Yes," Trine interrupted. " 'All' typically means each and every item being referenced."
"It's a wedding ring," Ivonne argued, feeling her cheeks burn. "I'm not taking it off."
"If you find yourself the focus of unwanted romantic attention of any kind during your visit here, please bring a harassment suit against the offender," Trine droned. "However, you cannot bring enchanted items with you onto College grounds. You can put the ring in the bag, or you can leave. Your choice."
Ivonne took a deep breath, pursed her lips, and removed her wedding ring, dropping it into the bag along with the rest of her items. Immediately, the bag closed itself, and "Der Lang, Ivonne Briette" branded itself onto the side of it.
"Military grade material; master enchantment," Trine said. Their tone didn't change, but there was at least a flicker of gentleness in their huge yellow eyes. "Also, I'm authorized to use lethal force on thieves. Here's your pass."
Ivonne reached out mechanically and took the slip of paper, which indeed had a short form of all the information she'd given, then suddenly asked, "Where are you going to take the bag? How do I get it back?"
Trine was already some distance away, and either couldn't hear Ivonne, or ignored her. Ivonne stood still for a couple of seconds, holding on to the paper with her left hand and rubbing the strange, smooth space where her ring had been with the fingers of her right. Just as it seemed that Trine did not have to move to get to Tierney's side, so it seemed that they simply arrived back at their station on the other side of the check in booths. They disappeared into it, bag in hand, and closed the door behind them.
Ivonne took a deep breath, let her ring finger go, and looked slowly around herself as though she'd never been on the campus before.
"Are you lost, or did Trine just do you a stunner?" a kindly voice asked.
Ivonne turned around, and had to look down to find the person speaking to her. The source of the voice that was as warm as Trine's voice was flat was an ebony-skinned, young-looking female of some sort.
"I... eh... yeah, Trine did me a stunner," Ivonne admitted, shifting from foot to foot uncomfortably.
"Believe it or not, that's their best attempt at being polite to a stranger," the young woman smiled. "They figure the less they say, the better, so as not to waste your time with someone you could care less about. I keep trying to explain that that's not the case, but, eh, there's only so much I can do. Half-giant logic sometimes strays a little closer to the Giant side than to the Human side."
"Oh," Ivonne breathed, realizing in the process that she'd been restricting her breathing since the confrontation over the ring. She thought over the interaction, and realized that she probably hadn't helped Trine's assessment of how Humans handled strangers. "That reasoning's not entirely unfounded, but... unfortunate. Your face looks familiar- I've met you before, haven't I?"
The short female smirked knowingly, which made Ivonne even guiltier. "I'm Yrogail. You probably saw me across campus a few times, but I was two classes behind yours, and could never sit with the big kids. You were headed toward the evocation hall, right? C'mon; let's go."
"Well, the halls are... hmm... all as I remember them," Ivonne said sheepishly. "I suppose I don't need a chaperone, but... but do I need one? Is that required now? I hadn't thought that things would have changed so much in just two years."
"No, I'm not a chaperone, I just reorient people after Trine does them a stunner," Yrogail soothed. "My official title is 'Welcome officer,' which is bloody hilarious."
Ivonne gave a quiet chuckle. "True enough. I'm not taking you too far away from your post though, am I?"
"No, don't worry about it. Trine only has to work when folks that aren't affiliated with the College need passes to get in here. At this hour, that's not going to be a lot of people. And when folks experience them... well... you'd probably have been standing there a few more minutes, had I not interrupted your train of thought to get you moving."
Ivonne laughed a bit more genuinely, although the memory of Trine's bright yellow eyes made the sound false in her own ears. "You're right."
"Most of your class is still on campus, actually- teaching, assistant staff, a couple even enlisted," Yrogail commented. "You're the only mercenary of the bunch- how's that life treating you?"
"I can't complain," Ivonne answered, suspicious of the question. "My family doesn't have to send me money, I don't have Dragons of all colors breathing down my neck, and I get to put my skills to practical use, instead of doing endless, needless research, coming up with wildly impractical magical theories, or- even worse- having to figure out how to apply them. Other than smoothing things over after your comrade scares people to death, what do you do?"
"I'm enlisted, which is why I have a partner at all," Yrogail answered easily. "But since it would take a second Semmite war to get me transferred off campus, I still have a hand in theorem development."
"Oh, how interesting," Ivonne cooed in that way that only a person completely estranged from a topic could do. "So, do you think any of the spells you've developed can be made practical for common usage? Or is it high level specialist work that won't make it into anyone's spellbook?"
Yrogail scoffed, but kept any trace of offense out of her voice. "I don't remember you being so concerned with common usage when you were here," she commented. "In fact, I believe I remember you saying that the College should only be for actual wizards; that sorcerers and monks were nothing more than wild mages with better manners."
Ivonne stopped walked immediately, and Yrogail had to take the next step to turn around in order to face her properly.
"It was wrong of me to say that," Ivonne admitted quietly, folding her hands in front of herself like a school matron as she did. "I'm the master healer for the Sunfire, but the other half of my job is to help a few mercs with undeveloped magical talent to hone their skills in a safe space, and... at first, I hated it. I was bitter about being stuck with the dregs that weren't College or Dragon material. But as I worked with them, I began to realize that they were incredibly versatile in ways that I... just... wasn't. And the fact that I was evaluating their worth in light of my abilities to begin with... was unforgivably elitist. So, I... was glad to see the term 'primal' deemed inflammatory, and honestly, I hope 'wild mage' soon follows suit. Divine and naturalist casters of all kinds are invaluable to the magical community, and I was wrong to ever believe otherwise. I really do hope that the experimental spells with which you're working benefit all of us."
Yrogail's lips firmed and thinned for a few moments, but when they relaxed again, she nodded. "It takes a big person to admit that they didn't have the right idea."
"More prestigious casters than I have done it," Ivonne said, unfolding her hands and realizing that she'd all but crumpled her pass between them. "Have you held your position as 'Welcome officer' all this time?"
"Since basics," Yrogail explained. She jabbed her thumb over her shoulder and turned around, and Ivonne began walking with her toward the Evocation Hall again. "I annoyed Trine at first, but they don't mind me now."
"I suppose that answers the question of whether or not you're romantically involved," Ivonne smiled.
"Trine doesn't need that," Yrogail smirked. "I've seen others try to be amorous with them- men, women, folks that I'm not quite sure about. And nothing. They just stare at them, so I find a way to get involved, and clean up the results. To be honest, that's the easiest way for me to get a good shagging myself."
Ivonne found herself intrigued by this response, and slowed her walking pace slightly. "So Trine just... doesn't do any of that?"
"Not that I've ever seen, nope," Yrogail replied. "Why? Interested?"
"Oh, no; I married Mordren, remember?" Ivonne said, her cheeks immediately growing warm. "I just... I just wondered. What it would be like. To not... do any of that. Including the... eh... shagging."
"Well, Trine's not a pity case," Yrogail shrugged. "They spend time pleasantly playing cards, reading books, going to taverns whenever the mood strikes. Sometimes they take me along, and sometimes they meet up with other friends, and... it's all very normal, really. The only thing is, they don't have any pressure to be married or make children- neither from themselves nor from whomever it is they may call family back home. They get plenty of letters from there, and read parts of some of them to me, if they think I'll find them funny. But not a word of 'when are you going to make an honest man of someone?' like I get from my folks. Whenever I get letters that say that, I read those parts to them, and they laugh, because it's ridiculous."
"I... I suppose it is," Ivonne mused. "I suppose that would be funny to someone who isn't fully Human."
"Oh, I think it just as ridiculous," Yrogail scoffed. "I mean, why should I have to, you know? If I don't want to 'make an honest man' of someone, why should I have to? Just because my mother did, and now she feels cheated, because she looks at my life and realizes that there may have been options she didn't consider before? I'm not going to 'make an honest man' of some poor unsuspecting sap just because she regrets marrying young and shoving out five babies, like her mother made her do. The whole thing is madness, top to bottom. So why not laugh, Human or not? Ah hah- the evocation hall- well, I hope you're feeling better."
"Thank you," Ivonne said with a start, looking at her pass for a way to fasten it on to herself. As she did, Yrogail caught sight of the unusually smooth, empty space on her left hand's ring finger.
"Oh, you did say- I hope you don't mind what I've said about getting married and having children," Yrogail said, her beautifully brown eyes radiating concern. "I just- you know, it's just not for everyone. But I'm sure you'll be just fine, you and Mordy."
"You're right about all of that," Ivonne said firmly, stopping all other movement to look the shorter woman straight in the face. "Compulsion to get married is ridiculous, and so is the expectation that every couple should have children, and... thank you. I should thank Trine, if they'd let me... it... was a most fortuitous stunner."
Yrogail smiled gratefully, a more lovely light returning to her eyes. "I'll let them know. So long!"
Ivonne nodded first, and turned to watch Yrogail trot off for a few moments before sighing. Filing the conversation away for deeper contemplation at a later time, she got back to the business of trying to sort out how to get the small pass to somehow adhere to her robe.
"It doesn't get pinned on, you know," a familiar voice said comfortingly. "It's more like a hall pass than a name tag. Although frankly, giving you a pass is a waste of good paper."
Ivonne looked up, and her eyes widened at once. "Aurtencia! My gracious, I- how many more of you are hiding around here?"
Aurtencia, a pleasantly round young woman with firmly pinned brown hair and olive brown skin, squinched up her face and brought her shoulders nearly up to her ears with delight. "You look lovely, Ivie! Or rather, 'the Missus Ivonne Der Lang'? Ooooh, look at you- marriage is filling you right out! C'mon, come in, before the sprites blow all the candles out."
"Sprites don't blow out candles, Tenny! You know that, you provincial little mouse," Ivonne laughed, following Aurtencia inside. A new, warm, cinnamon smell engulfed her at once- one that caught her off guard, since there had been no hint of it from the outside. "Gracious- not a painting, not a chair, not a pillow out of place. But... something's different. Has anything happened since I've been away?"
"Nothing and everything," Aurtencia replied, moving purposefully toward a well made wooden desk that sat between two large braziers at the center of the front room. Once there, she turned around and leaned back on it with her arms crossed firmly over her chest. "Garres, Mai, and I are all full time assistants to Caeleh now; we're considered enlisted, but ineligible for transfer or any sort of promotion. Garres picks up the situation reports early every morning, and comes back and reads them all to her before classes start. He has a special box of clay that he shapes, with various spells, into whatever terrain they're dealing with that morning, and little stones that stand in for the mages she commands. She moves the pieces, talks over the commands and strategies with him, and sends him off to carry her orders. Mai accidentally discovered a breakthrough in illusion work, and can cast an experimental spell that simulates carving on stone or wood, even for entire books that she herself can't read. When she casts it, Caeleh touches the words, and can transliterate, translate, or whatever's necessary. For practical testing, the kits have to declare the spell and its calculations before they cast at all, and if they hit the dummy, they hit the dummy, but you'd be surprised how may of them think they can get away with sloppy stances and targeting. Well, I cast a divination spell that allows what the students do in a certain confined space to register in Caeleh's own body- as though she herself were that student. That way, she can correct the little snots before they make a mistake that'll set the drapes on fire or freeze nearby classmates solid, or at least have her potential magica free to do something if such things ever actually happened. Technically, it's an experimental spell, but old Ranclyffe wrote it specifically for Caeleh, and we feel safe using it."
Aurtencia paused briefly, and Ivonne made the mistake of believing that she was about to laugh or make a joke, since her tone hadn't dipped since she first began speaking. However, when the tan skinned woman turned around and put her hands flat on the desk to look up at the proudly glowing symbol of evocation that was centered on the wall above her and spoke again, Ivonne realized how wrong she'd been. The room suddenly and sharply smelled of bones. Thousands and thousands of sun scorched, wind dried bones, as though she were standing in the middle of a land in dire drought.
"Of course, Caeleh complains that I ought to just proctor the tests, but then again, she also says that Mai should simply do the translation and transliteration work, and that Garres should be mage commander- none of the top brass is listening. Same idiots keep Ranclyffe in a classroom, despite his supposed retirement. He's done some difficult things, terrible and downright sinful things, in a time of war. He gets home sane- saints and spirits be praised- and how do they thank him? By putting him in a classroom and making him teach what he did to others. They make him relive those horrifying decisions, every single day. They could be causing the man battlefield madness, and they don't care. These... crest-bearing slavers don't care about their veteran mages, don't care what damage they're doing them. Some nights, I sit right here and curse them. Soundly. Not a word spared. Sometimes their messengers don't make it past my desk; I find every excuse to force them to leave Caeleh alone, if only for a little while, just one hour, just-" Aurtencia broke off and sighed, brushing bitter tears out of her eyes. "I'm sure you didn't come to hear this; I-"
"I am so sorry," Ivonne interrupted, stepping closer to Aurtencia. "I- I had no idea, I- what can I do? Is there anything I can do?"
"You've done it already," a low and reedy voice replied. "I've been poking and prodding at this girl. Uselessly! Stubborn little goat calf. You got more out of her in less than ten minutes than I've managed to glean in eight months. Now, come, come, where's the couch been moved to, hmm? Didn't it used to be right here, hmm?"
"Oh! No, Mage Commander, no, it's still on the other side of the- of the room," Aurtencia managed breathlessly, whipping herself around so quickly that her skirts continued playing around her ankles after she herself stopped moving. She stepped toward the gravel grey eyed elder and tenderly took up her left hand. "Here, I'll- I'll get you over there, if you like- it's- you're right next to the standing vase, right now, the one that got frozen solid yesterday. So it might smell a little different. Since it was frozen."
"As a matter of fact, it does," Caeleh admitted, grasping Aurtencia's hand firmly as soon as she felt it. The two moved forward slowly, but comfortably, as though they'd done the same thing hundreds of times before.
Ivonne moved back and out of their path, horror and happiness blooming in her chest at once. The room began to smell like less like a desert graveyard and more like parchment, and her eyes stung.
"It smells like brimstone, since someone thought the best way to defrost it would be to cast balefire at it." The old woman stopped to laugh- a thick, heavy sound that came out one squat note at a time. "Ah-hah, but it's defrosted, isn't it? Not what I'd do, but it's done anyhow. Variety! Different methods, same goal. Now then, perhaps three more steps this way, hmm? Yes, that's it. Dear Tenny, won't move a thing. I like to tease her about it, but perhaps I'd better be more grateful."
Aurtencia and Caeleh made it over to the chaise lounge, which was on the far right side of the room, in front of a small fireplace. The fireplace was lit and cheery, which Caeleh seemed to appreciate when she'd come about ten paces away from it. When Aurtencia turned her around, she sat down heavily, knowing precisely where and how high the piece of furniture was. With a grateful sigh, she felt around on it carefully, then patted the space on both sides of her to indicate her desire for both of her former students to sit down next to her. Once both of them had, Caeleh searched for Aurtencia's hand and took strong hold of it, pulling it to her lap.
"My dear child, I don't discard your words and feelings as capricious. You're jealous of my well being, and I thank you. But, the Dragon was always a heavy thing. A heavy, ponderous thing. Ranclyffe would tell you the same, if he could keep his wits about him long enough not to just think it at you. No, I expect they shall work me until I am dead- and even then, they shall try to call me up at witching hour from time to time, when the matter at hand is dire. You see, it's nature. It's nature not to want to give up a thing you've taken, especially when it doesn't really belong to you. And mages, well, we belong to no one. The Dragon knows that. We're here by our own leave. Have our own commanders! Make our own orders, fully independent of whatever little ideas they may have of our best uses. And they can't stand it. Hate it. All they can do about it is treat us like things, instead of people, try to get us to believe that that's what we really are. Things. It won't work. Hasn't before. Never shall. You can't be a magic worker if you haven't got any will! So the Dragon shall always lose out, on that one. They'd maybe better focus on making us good Cormites, rather than good tools, or even good soldiers. Appeal to someone's sense of belonging- allow their relatives and comrades to be near them. Give them roots- give them a home, and they shall defend it. That's how it's done. Always how it's done. History! One day, some one of them shall learn it. Of course, they shall have to learn to read first."
Caeleh reached her other hand over and patted Aurtencia's trapped hand with it, and Ivonne sincerely wished that the old woman could see Aurtencia's pained smile. No words could have done it justice- it was just as well that for whatever reason, the moment went silently by. Caeleh righted herself, reached out her other hand, found Ivonne's hands- clasped tightly in her lap- and took tight hold of them.
"Now, Ivie, what brings you here? Shall we three set that scrawny boy some sort of trap, hmm? I'd wondered how the little weasel was treating you, away in that house of nutters. Heard they went to the Pillars! Was the case tried through?"
"It was," Ivonne smiled, genuinely warmed by Caeleh's show of affection. "Mordren wasn't directly involved, but would have been affected, had Bann and Howler been found guilty. They weren't- well, not in any real way- and all is well. Really, Mordren treats me just fine- I don't know why no one believes me when I say that. The first thing anyone does is offer to hurt him for me."
"Because we know him!" Caeleh exclaimed. "Left a path of emotional destruction behind him more devastating than any other boy I've ever taught. I know Drow gentler than he."
"So do I," Ivonne admitted truthfully, thinking of Kronmyr. "But, really, we're doing just fine. What I'm really here for is- well, I don't know how to start this, but- did you hear of the Shadar-kai that went to the Pillars? It was in connection to the slaver, collusion, and high treason suit being brought against a Tiefling a little while ago- she was the supposed slave?"
"I did hear about that girl," Caeleh nodded, turning herself straight and laying both hands on her thighs. "Delicate thing, but of some interest, I was told. Why do you mention her?"
"Well, she's returned to the Sunfire Manse, where I work, and... well, in the course of some factoring I was doing, I happened to discover that... that she uses some sort of ancient transcription for her spellwork. I can't read it. I know it's a very old, and very real way to express magic, but... she doesn't know what it is, and I can't help her. I wondered if you might... help us identify what it is."
"Hmmm," Caeleh mused, her voice rumbling deep in her chest. "That's a dangerous prospect. She won't be permitted on campus, absolutely not. There aren't any Shadar-kai at all here, that aren't cadavers. Very purposeful. The Dragon is wildly suspicious of every Shadar-kai it sees. Surprised they didn't just find something else to convict her of, to throw her under the jail for."
"Perhaps Mai can go see about it," Aurtencia suggested. "Or at least get a sample to scribe onto the wall."
"Won't do," Caeleh grunted. "If it's old enough that Ivie doesn't know it, Mai won't know it either, and I want to feel the child cast like I feel the practical exams. Know what her body is doing, what her breath is doing."
"Her body doesn't do anything," Ivonne noted. "She doesn't say anything, either. No components. Spells just happen. You don't know what she's doing until she's already done it."
"Some wild mage variant," Caeleh hummed. "She doesn't have any terms for you at all?"
"She doesn't even have a term for herself," Ivonne lamented, the memory of Silveredge's contemplation of the wall bursting freshly in her mind. "She won't say, 'I'm a conjurer,' or 'I'm a druid.' She understands those terms, but they're foreign to her. She speaks about water, light, air and earth weavers, and something called a harmony controller, but she doesn't even call herself any of those. You ask her what she is, and she says, 'The handmaiden doesn't know'- she used to be a slave. Just getting her to this point has cost Mordren weeks of some sort of trust-building... it's... I don't know, it's terrible. It's like watching a lovely bird with wings that used to be broken, hopping around on the ground and making do, and you wonder how much more it could do if it would... just... fly."
Caeleh hummed again- a broad, deep, wordless sound that seemed as though it should be coming from the ground itself.
"That's Ranclyffe's girl," Aurtencia pronounced. "She was exempted from fault for 'coersion'- basically, because it was thought that she was so thoroughly broken that she couldn't tell the truth from a lie. Oh, that man was in a perfect rage when he came back from the Pillars."
"Finally showing some emotion in his twilight years. But, that's in confidence, mind you. He killed that girl's like by the hundreds, abused thousands of their minds so that they so much as turned on and killed each other, and their allies. His concern for her would be scandal; the Dragon would call his sanity into question immediately. Ah, but he hates waste. Can't stand it! Wasting of time, effort, space, words, food, or potential- all equally abominable. This girl, he said, is being wasted. But you can't be a mage without a strong will, and according to him, her will is almost entirely undamaged." Caeleh was quiet for a few minutes, frowning as her nearly useless grey eyes stared out into the unseeable expanse of her own thoughts. Around her, Aurtencia and Ivonne traded concerned looks, but held their peace. When Caeleh began to nod and smile again, the two younger women breathed quiet sighs of relief.
"Neutral ground- yes, neutral ground will work. Rezi can get a bit of revenge. He'll love it! Let's do it. Worth his time and effort- but not to be done alone. Good to have allies, however prickly they may be. And Bert's beard, isn't he prickly! I hope he's heard that."
"Oh no," Aurtencia managed, trying not to laugh and failing miserably. "Mage Commander, that's not very nice!"
"Well, neither is he!" Caeleh exclaimed, glowing with amusement. "I had my moments, in those days. 'Most certainly not!' he said. 'Then I shall muck it up, and you shall have to mend it!' said I- that was my constant threat, his having to fix something I'd purposefully wrecked. A wolf caged with a hawk, that's how we were. But that grim, bespectacled wraith was twice the soldier the Dragon's men were. His temper waited on his reason, always. Never charged off without a sit rep. Never settled for easy or fast- could only be satisfied by what was right. Earned a reputation. The Dragon convinced jealous superiors to deny him promotions until it became an embarrassment. But as soon as I had rank enough, I took him! Assigned him as I liked. Then he refused to do a mass confusion spell. Said he wouldn't meddle, that surrender was on the minds of the enemy leaders, and all we had to do was look menacing, and wait. First I was told to discharge him dishonorably, citing insubordination. Wouldn't do it. Then I was told that he may have battlefield madness, that I'd have to send him home so they could check. Well, the DG6c- the 'discharge due to sudden breech of mental sanctity' paperwork, rather- sat undone. Two days later, we get the Griffonfang notice. He had prevented a needless attack. He had been right. He submitted a proper retirement request, and the Dragon was forced to let him go honorably, like he deserved."
"Does he know that?" Aurtencia laughed. "That you simply waited both discharge orders out, betting on how right he was?"
"Of course he does! Of course!" Caeleh replied at once. "Perception threshold's nearly non-existant. But, he doesn't act on everything he hears. He's stared so many incompetents, backstabbers, and ingrates in the face, even taken orders from them, without doing them any harm- hmmm. It'll be good to be near that old hawk again. And his backward little magpie; she's a foot in the grave herself. Hmmm. I shall have to take my cane. Tomorrow morning, we tell the troops. Garres can write the thing, Mai can code it, and that tribal won't look at it for more than two minutes before she sorts out what it means, jargon and all. The power of study! Even a grubby little Minroe rat can parse the words of the Dragon."
"My gracious, it sounds as if you hate them both," Ivonne said wonderingly.
"Oh no, the Mage Commander is one of the few people Battlemage Ranclyffe will talk to with anything that faintly resembles civility- although at times it does only faintly resemble it," Aurtencia smiled.
"I should be very offended if, at this stage, he spoke more delicately to me," Caeleh pronounced, patting her thighs and preparing to stand up. "His magpie still squawks harshly enough- she raked me over the coals for temporarily releasing those swords to him. And when I see them, I shall remind them in no uncertain terms that if either one of them should perish without the other duly notifying me, I shall burn their entire kitchen to char. Then the partner wanting condolence shall have to stop by for tea."
Ivonne took a deep breath, let her ring finger go, and looked slowly around herself as though she'd never been on the campus before.
"Are you lost, or did Trine just do you a stunner?" a kindly voice asked.
Ivonne turned around, and had to look down to find the person speaking to her. The source of the voice that was as warm as Trine's voice was flat was an ebony-skinned, young-looking female of some sort.
"I... eh... yeah, Trine did me a stunner," Ivonne admitted, shifting from foot to foot uncomfortably.
"Believe it or not, that's their best attempt at being polite to a stranger," the young woman smiled. "They figure the less they say, the better, so as not to waste your time with someone you could care less about. I keep trying to explain that that's not the case, but, eh, there's only so much I can do. Half-giant logic sometimes strays a little closer to the Giant side than to the Human side."
"Oh," Ivonne breathed, realizing in the process that she'd been restricting her breathing since the confrontation over the ring. She thought over the interaction, and realized that she probably hadn't helped Trine's assessment of how Humans handled strangers. "That reasoning's not entirely unfounded, but... unfortunate. Your face looks familiar- I've met you before, haven't I?"
The short female smirked knowingly, which made Ivonne even guiltier. "I'm Yrogail. You probably saw me across campus a few times, but I was two classes behind yours, and could never sit with the big kids. You were headed toward the evocation hall, right? C'mon; let's go."
"Well, the halls are... hmm... all as I remember them," Ivonne said sheepishly. "I suppose I don't need a chaperone, but... but do I need one? Is that required now? I hadn't thought that things would have changed so much in just two years."
"No, I'm not a chaperone, I just reorient people after Trine does them a stunner," Yrogail soothed. "My official title is 'Welcome officer,' which is bloody hilarious."
Ivonne gave a quiet chuckle. "True enough. I'm not taking you too far away from your post though, am I?"
"No, don't worry about it. Trine only has to work when folks that aren't affiliated with the College need passes to get in here. At this hour, that's not going to be a lot of people. And when folks experience them... well... you'd probably have been standing there a few more minutes, had I not interrupted your train of thought to get you moving."
Ivonne laughed a bit more genuinely, although the memory of Trine's bright yellow eyes made the sound false in her own ears. "You're right."
"Most of your class is still on campus, actually- teaching, assistant staff, a couple even enlisted," Yrogail commented. "You're the only mercenary of the bunch- how's that life treating you?"
"I can't complain," Ivonne answered, suspicious of the question. "My family doesn't have to send me money, I don't have Dragons of all colors breathing down my neck, and I get to put my skills to practical use, instead of doing endless, needless research, coming up with wildly impractical magical theories, or- even worse- having to figure out how to apply them. Other than smoothing things over after your comrade scares people to death, what do you do?"
"I'm enlisted, which is why I have a partner at all," Yrogail answered easily. "But since it would take a second Semmite war to get me transferred off campus, I still have a hand in theorem development."
"Oh, how interesting," Ivonne cooed in that way that only a person completely estranged from a topic could do. "So, do you think any of the spells you've developed can be made practical for common usage? Or is it high level specialist work that won't make it into anyone's spellbook?"
Yrogail scoffed, but kept any trace of offense out of her voice. "I don't remember you being so concerned with common usage when you were here," she commented. "In fact, I believe I remember you saying that the College should only be for actual wizards; that sorcerers and monks were nothing more than wild mages with better manners."
Ivonne stopped walked immediately, and Yrogail had to take the next step to turn around in order to face her properly.
"It was wrong of me to say that," Ivonne admitted quietly, folding her hands in front of herself like a school matron as she did. "I'm the master healer for the Sunfire, but the other half of my job is to help a few mercs with undeveloped magical talent to hone their skills in a safe space, and... at first, I hated it. I was bitter about being stuck with the dregs that weren't College or Dragon material. But as I worked with them, I began to realize that they were incredibly versatile in ways that I... just... wasn't. And the fact that I was evaluating their worth in light of my abilities to begin with... was unforgivably elitist. So, I... was glad to see the term 'primal' deemed inflammatory, and honestly, I hope 'wild mage' soon follows suit. Divine and naturalist casters of all kinds are invaluable to the magical community, and I was wrong to ever believe otherwise. I really do hope that the experimental spells with which you're working benefit all of us."
Yrogail's lips firmed and thinned for a few moments, but when they relaxed again, she nodded. "It takes a big person to admit that they didn't have the right idea."
"More prestigious casters than I have done it," Ivonne said, unfolding her hands and realizing that she'd all but crumpled her pass between them. "Have you held your position as 'Welcome officer' all this time?"
"Since basics," Yrogail explained. She jabbed her thumb over her shoulder and turned around, and Ivonne began walking with her toward the Evocation Hall again. "I annoyed Trine at first, but they don't mind me now."
"I suppose that answers the question of whether or not you're romantically involved," Ivonne smiled.
"Trine doesn't need that," Yrogail smirked. "I've seen others try to be amorous with them- men, women, folks that I'm not quite sure about. And nothing. They just stare at them, so I find a way to get involved, and clean up the results. To be honest, that's the easiest way for me to get a good shagging myself."
Ivonne found herself intrigued by this response, and slowed her walking pace slightly. "So Trine just... doesn't do any of that?"
"Not that I've ever seen, nope," Yrogail replied. "Why? Interested?"
"Oh, no; I married Mordren, remember?" Ivonne said, her cheeks immediately growing warm. "I just... I just wondered. What it would be like. To not... do any of that. Including the... eh... shagging."
"Well, Trine's not a pity case," Yrogail shrugged. "They spend time pleasantly playing cards, reading books, going to taverns whenever the mood strikes. Sometimes they take me along, and sometimes they meet up with other friends, and... it's all very normal, really. The only thing is, they don't have any pressure to be married or make children- neither from themselves nor from whomever it is they may call family back home. They get plenty of letters from there, and read parts of some of them to me, if they think I'll find them funny. But not a word of 'when are you going to make an honest man of someone?' like I get from my folks. Whenever I get letters that say that, I read those parts to them, and they laugh, because it's ridiculous."
"I... I suppose it is," Ivonne mused. "I suppose that would be funny to someone who isn't fully Human."
"Oh, I think it just as ridiculous," Yrogail scoffed. "I mean, why should I have to, you know? If I don't want to 'make an honest man' of someone, why should I have to? Just because my mother did, and now she feels cheated, because she looks at my life and realizes that there may have been options she didn't consider before? I'm not going to 'make an honest man' of some poor unsuspecting sap just because she regrets marrying young and shoving out five babies, like her mother made her do. The whole thing is madness, top to bottom. So why not laugh, Human or not? Ah hah- the evocation hall- well, I hope you're feeling better."
"Thank you," Ivonne said with a start, looking at her pass for a way to fasten it on to herself. As she did, Yrogail caught sight of the unusually smooth, empty space on her left hand's ring finger.
"Oh, you did say- I hope you don't mind what I've said about getting married and having children," Yrogail said, her beautifully brown eyes radiating concern. "I just- you know, it's just not for everyone. But I'm sure you'll be just fine, you and Mordy."
"You're right about all of that," Ivonne said firmly, stopping all other movement to look the shorter woman straight in the face. "Compulsion to get married is ridiculous, and so is the expectation that every couple should have children, and... thank you. I should thank Trine, if they'd let me... it... was a most fortuitous stunner."
Yrogail smiled gratefully, a more lovely light returning to her eyes. "I'll let them know. So long!"
Ivonne nodded first, and turned to watch Yrogail trot off for a few moments before sighing. Filing the conversation away for deeper contemplation at a later time, she got back to the business of trying to sort out how to get the small pass to somehow adhere to her robe.
"It doesn't get pinned on, you know," a familiar voice said comfortingly. "It's more like a hall pass than a name tag. Although frankly, giving you a pass is a waste of good paper."
Ivonne looked up, and her eyes widened at once. "Aurtencia! My gracious, I- how many more of you are hiding around here?"
Aurtencia, a pleasantly round young woman with firmly pinned brown hair and olive brown skin, squinched up her face and brought her shoulders nearly up to her ears with delight. "You look lovely, Ivie! Or rather, 'the Missus Ivonne Der Lang'? Ooooh, look at you- marriage is filling you right out! C'mon, come in, before the sprites blow all the candles out."
"Sprites don't blow out candles, Tenny! You know that, you provincial little mouse," Ivonne laughed, following Aurtencia inside. A new, warm, cinnamon smell engulfed her at once- one that caught her off guard, since there had been no hint of it from the outside. "Gracious- not a painting, not a chair, not a pillow out of place. But... something's different. Has anything happened since I've been away?"
"Nothing and everything," Aurtencia replied, moving purposefully toward a well made wooden desk that sat between two large braziers at the center of the front room. Once there, she turned around and leaned back on it with her arms crossed firmly over her chest. "Garres, Mai, and I are all full time assistants to Caeleh now; we're considered enlisted, but ineligible for transfer or any sort of promotion. Garres picks up the situation reports early every morning, and comes back and reads them all to her before classes start. He has a special box of clay that he shapes, with various spells, into whatever terrain they're dealing with that morning, and little stones that stand in for the mages she commands. She moves the pieces, talks over the commands and strategies with him, and sends him off to carry her orders. Mai accidentally discovered a breakthrough in illusion work, and can cast an experimental spell that simulates carving on stone or wood, even for entire books that she herself can't read. When she casts it, Caeleh touches the words, and can transliterate, translate, or whatever's necessary. For practical testing, the kits have to declare the spell and its calculations before they cast at all, and if they hit the dummy, they hit the dummy, but you'd be surprised how may of them think they can get away with sloppy stances and targeting. Well, I cast a divination spell that allows what the students do in a certain confined space to register in Caeleh's own body- as though she herself were that student. That way, she can correct the little snots before they make a mistake that'll set the drapes on fire or freeze nearby classmates solid, or at least have her potential magica free to do something if such things ever actually happened. Technically, it's an experimental spell, but old Ranclyffe wrote it specifically for Caeleh, and we feel safe using it."
Aurtencia paused briefly, and Ivonne made the mistake of believing that she was about to laugh or make a joke, since her tone hadn't dipped since she first began speaking. However, when the tan skinned woman turned around and put her hands flat on the desk to look up at the proudly glowing symbol of evocation that was centered on the wall above her and spoke again, Ivonne realized how wrong she'd been. The room suddenly and sharply smelled of bones. Thousands and thousands of sun scorched, wind dried bones, as though she were standing in the middle of a land in dire drought.
"Of course, Caeleh complains that I ought to just proctor the tests, but then again, she also says that Mai should simply do the translation and transliteration work, and that Garres should be mage commander- none of the top brass is listening. Same idiots keep Ranclyffe in a classroom, despite his supposed retirement. He's done some difficult things, terrible and downright sinful things, in a time of war. He gets home sane- saints and spirits be praised- and how do they thank him? By putting him in a classroom and making him teach what he did to others. They make him relive those horrifying decisions, every single day. They could be causing the man battlefield madness, and they don't care. These... crest-bearing slavers don't care about their veteran mages, don't care what damage they're doing them. Some nights, I sit right here and curse them. Soundly. Not a word spared. Sometimes their messengers don't make it past my desk; I find every excuse to force them to leave Caeleh alone, if only for a little while, just one hour, just-" Aurtencia broke off and sighed, brushing bitter tears out of her eyes. "I'm sure you didn't come to hear this; I-"
"I am so sorry," Ivonne interrupted, stepping closer to Aurtencia. "I- I had no idea, I- what can I do? Is there anything I can do?"
"You've done it already," a low and reedy voice replied. "I've been poking and prodding at this girl. Uselessly! Stubborn little goat calf. You got more out of her in less than ten minutes than I've managed to glean in eight months. Now, come, come, where's the couch been moved to, hmm? Didn't it used to be right here, hmm?"
"Oh! No, Mage Commander, no, it's still on the other side of the- of the room," Aurtencia managed breathlessly, whipping herself around so quickly that her skirts continued playing around her ankles after she herself stopped moving. She stepped toward the gravel grey eyed elder and tenderly took up her left hand. "Here, I'll- I'll get you over there, if you like- it's- you're right next to the standing vase, right now, the one that got frozen solid yesterday. So it might smell a little different. Since it was frozen."
"As a matter of fact, it does," Caeleh admitted, grasping Aurtencia's hand firmly as soon as she felt it. The two moved forward slowly, but comfortably, as though they'd done the same thing hundreds of times before.
Ivonne moved back and out of their path, horror and happiness blooming in her chest at once. The room began to smell like less like a desert graveyard and more like parchment, and her eyes stung.
"It smells like brimstone, since someone thought the best way to defrost it would be to cast balefire at it." The old woman stopped to laugh- a thick, heavy sound that came out one squat note at a time. "Ah-hah, but it's defrosted, isn't it? Not what I'd do, but it's done anyhow. Variety! Different methods, same goal. Now then, perhaps three more steps this way, hmm? Yes, that's it. Dear Tenny, won't move a thing. I like to tease her about it, but perhaps I'd better be more grateful."
Aurtencia and Caeleh made it over to the chaise lounge, which was on the far right side of the room, in front of a small fireplace. The fireplace was lit and cheery, which Caeleh seemed to appreciate when she'd come about ten paces away from it. When Aurtencia turned her around, she sat down heavily, knowing precisely where and how high the piece of furniture was. With a grateful sigh, she felt around on it carefully, then patted the space on both sides of her to indicate her desire for both of her former students to sit down next to her. Once both of them had, Caeleh searched for Aurtencia's hand and took strong hold of it, pulling it to her lap.
"My dear child, I don't discard your words and feelings as capricious. You're jealous of my well being, and I thank you. But, the Dragon was always a heavy thing. A heavy, ponderous thing. Ranclyffe would tell you the same, if he could keep his wits about him long enough not to just think it at you. No, I expect they shall work me until I am dead- and even then, they shall try to call me up at witching hour from time to time, when the matter at hand is dire. You see, it's nature. It's nature not to want to give up a thing you've taken, especially when it doesn't really belong to you. And mages, well, we belong to no one. The Dragon knows that. We're here by our own leave. Have our own commanders! Make our own orders, fully independent of whatever little ideas they may have of our best uses. And they can't stand it. Hate it. All they can do about it is treat us like things, instead of people, try to get us to believe that that's what we really are. Things. It won't work. Hasn't before. Never shall. You can't be a magic worker if you haven't got any will! So the Dragon shall always lose out, on that one. They'd maybe better focus on making us good Cormites, rather than good tools, or even good soldiers. Appeal to someone's sense of belonging- allow their relatives and comrades to be near them. Give them roots- give them a home, and they shall defend it. That's how it's done. Always how it's done. History! One day, some one of them shall learn it. Of course, they shall have to learn to read first."
Caeleh reached her other hand over and patted Aurtencia's trapped hand with it, and Ivonne sincerely wished that the old woman could see Aurtencia's pained smile. No words could have done it justice- it was just as well that for whatever reason, the moment went silently by. Caeleh righted herself, reached out her other hand, found Ivonne's hands- clasped tightly in her lap- and took tight hold of them.
"Now, Ivie, what brings you here? Shall we three set that scrawny boy some sort of trap, hmm? I'd wondered how the little weasel was treating you, away in that house of nutters. Heard they went to the Pillars! Was the case tried through?"
"It was," Ivonne smiled, genuinely warmed by Caeleh's show of affection. "Mordren wasn't directly involved, but would have been affected, had Bann and Howler been found guilty. They weren't- well, not in any real way- and all is well. Really, Mordren treats me just fine- I don't know why no one believes me when I say that. The first thing anyone does is offer to hurt him for me."
"Because we know him!" Caeleh exclaimed. "Left a path of emotional destruction behind him more devastating than any other boy I've ever taught. I know Drow gentler than he."
"So do I," Ivonne admitted truthfully, thinking of Kronmyr. "But, really, we're doing just fine. What I'm really here for is- well, I don't know how to start this, but- did you hear of the Shadar-kai that went to the Pillars? It was in connection to the slaver, collusion, and high treason suit being brought against a Tiefling a little while ago- she was the supposed slave?"
"I did hear about that girl," Caeleh nodded, turning herself straight and laying both hands on her thighs. "Delicate thing, but of some interest, I was told. Why do you mention her?"
"Well, she's returned to the Sunfire Manse, where I work, and... well, in the course of some factoring I was doing, I happened to discover that... that she uses some sort of ancient transcription for her spellwork. I can't read it. I know it's a very old, and very real way to express magic, but... she doesn't know what it is, and I can't help her. I wondered if you might... help us identify what it is."
"Hmmm," Caeleh mused, her voice rumbling deep in her chest. "That's a dangerous prospect. She won't be permitted on campus, absolutely not. There aren't any Shadar-kai at all here, that aren't cadavers. Very purposeful. The Dragon is wildly suspicious of every Shadar-kai it sees. Surprised they didn't just find something else to convict her of, to throw her under the jail for."
"Perhaps Mai can go see about it," Aurtencia suggested. "Or at least get a sample to scribe onto the wall."
"Won't do," Caeleh grunted. "If it's old enough that Ivie doesn't know it, Mai won't know it either, and I want to feel the child cast like I feel the practical exams. Know what her body is doing, what her breath is doing."
"Her body doesn't do anything," Ivonne noted. "She doesn't say anything, either. No components. Spells just happen. You don't know what she's doing until she's already done it."
"Some wild mage variant," Caeleh hummed. "She doesn't have any terms for you at all?"
"She doesn't even have a term for herself," Ivonne lamented, the memory of Silveredge's contemplation of the wall bursting freshly in her mind. "She won't say, 'I'm a conjurer,' or 'I'm a druid.' She understands those terms, but they're foreign to her. She speaks about water, light, air and earth weavers, and something called a harmony controller, but she doesn't even call herself any of those. You ask her what she is, and she says, 'The handmaiden doesn't know'- she used to be a slave. Just getting her to this point has cost Mordren weeks of some sort of trust-building... it's... I don't know, it's terrible. It's like watching a lovely bird with wings that used to be broken, hopping around on the ground and making do, and you wonder how much more it could do if it would... just... fly."
Caeleh hummed again- a broad, deep, wordless sound that seemed as though it should be coming from the ground itself.
"That's Ranclyffe's girl," Aurtencia pronounced. "She was exempted from fault for 'coersion'- basically, because it was thought that she was so thoroughly broken that she couldn't tell the truth from a lie. Oh, that man was in a perfect rage when he came back from the Pillars."
"Finally showing some emotion in his twilight years. But, that's in confidence, mind you. He killed that girl's like by the hundreds, abused thousands of their minds so that they so much as turned on and killed each other, and their allies. His concern for her would be scandal; the Dragon would call his sanity into question immediately. Ah, but he hates waste. Can't stand it! Wasting of time, effort, space, words, food, or potential- all equally abominable. This girl, he said, is being wasted. But you can't be a mage without a strong will, and according to him, her will is almost entirely undamaged." Caeleh was quiet for a few minutes, frowning as her nearly useless grey eyes stared out into the unseeable expanse of her own thoughts. Around her, Aurtencia and Ivonne traded concerned looks, but held their peace. When Caeleh began to nod and smile again, the two younger women breathed quiet sighs of relief.
"Neutral ground- yes, neutral ground will work. Rezi can get a bit of revenge. He'll love it! Let's do it. Worth his time and effort- but not to be done alone. Good to have allies, however prickly they may be. And Bert's beard, isn't he prickly! I hope he's heard that."
"Oh no," Aurtencia managed, trying not to laugh and failing miserably. "Mage Commander, that's not very nice!"
"Well, neither is he!" Caeleh exclaimed, glowing with amusement. "I had my moments, in those days. 'Most certainly not!' he said. 'Then I shall muck it up, and you shall have to mend it!' said I- that was my constant threat, his having to fix something I'd purposefully wrecked. A wolf caged with a hawk, that's how we were. But that grim, bespectacled wraith was twice the soldier the Dragon's men were. His temper waited on his reason, always. Never charged off without a sit rep. Never settled for easy or fast- could only be satisfied by what was right. Earned a reputation. The Dragon convinced jealous superiors to deny him promotions until it became an embarrassment. But as soon as I had rank enough, I took him! Assigned him as I liked. Then he refused to do a mass confusion spell. Said he wouldn't meddle, that surrender was on the minds of the enemy leaders, and all we had to do was look menacing, and wait. First I was told to discharge him dishonorably, citing insubordination. Wouldn't do it. Then I was told that he may have battlefield madness, that I'd have to send him home so they could check. Well, the DG6c- the 'discharge due to sudden breech of mental sanctity' paperwork, rather- sat undone. Two days later, we get the Griffonfang notice. He had prevented a needless attack. He had been right. He submitted a proper retirement request, and the Dragon was forced to let him go honorably, like he deserved."
"Does he know that?" Aurtencia laughed. "That you simply waited both discharge orders out, betting on how right he was?"
"Of course he does! Of course!" Caeleh replied at once. "Perception threshold's nearly non-existant. But, he doesn't act on everything he hears. He's stared so many incompetents, backstabbers, and ingrates in the face, even taken orders from them, without doing them any harm- hmmm. It'll be good to be near that old hawk again. And his backward little magpie; she's a foot in the grave herself. Hmmm. I shall have to take my cane. Tomorrow morning, we tell the troops. Garres can write the thing, Mai can code it, and that tribal won't look at it for more than two minutes before she sorts out what it means, jargon and all. The power of study! Even a grubby little Minroe rat can parse the words of the Dragon."
"My gracious, it sounds as if you hate them both," Ivonne said wonderingly.
"Oh no, the Mage Commander is one of the few people Battlemage Ranclyffe will talk to with anything that faintly resembles civility- although at times it does only faintly resemble it," Aurtencia smiled.
"I should be very offended if, at this stage, he spoke more delicately to me," Caeleh pronounced, patting her thighs and preparing to stand up. "His magpie still squawks harshly enough- she raked me over the coals for temporarily releasing those swords to him. And when I see them, I shall remind them in no uncertain terms that if either one of them should perish without the other duly notifying me, I shall burn their entire kitchen to char. Then the partner wanting condolence shall have to stop by for tea."